{"id":385,"date":"2023-09-15T11:17:18","date_gmt":"2023-09-15T09:17:18","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/fanny-hall.com\/?p=385"},"modified":"2023-09-23T17:04:24","modified_gmt":"2023-09-23T15:04:24","slug":"end-begining","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/fanny-hall.com\/?p=385","title":{"rendered":"END &#038; BEGINING"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Pour la premi\u00e8re fois de ma vie, je ne vais pas au bout d\u2019un projet artistique.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Si tu suis un peu mon travail, tu sais que j\u2019\u00e9tais en r\u00e9sidence artistique \u00e0 la villa Andr\u00e9e \u00e0 Toulouse. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>J\u2019ai \u00e9t\u00e9 amen\u00e9e \u00e0 prendre une d\u00e9cision \u00e0 contre-\ud83d\udda4, je n\u2019aime pas \u00e7a. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>J\u2019ai quitt\u00e9 ma r\u00e9sidence.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Il m\u2019a fallu un certain courage d\u2019acceptation.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>J\u2019ai une sant\u00e9 fluctuante en raison d\u2019une maladie chronique assez ralentissante au quotidien cependant pas \u00ab&nbsp;grave&nbsp;\u00bb.  J\u2019ai \u00e9t\u00e9 op\u00e9r\u00e9e en juillet, un \u00e9chec, le greffon n\u2019a pas pris. De fait, les traitements reprennent&#8230; C\u2019est fatiguant. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Additionn\u00e9 \u00e0 d\u2019autres choses que je ne veux ni ne peux \u00e9voquer ici alourdissant durement ma charge mentale classique, c\u2019est \u00e9prouvant. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>En Ao\u00fbt, je suis partie en Italie, arriv\u00e9e \u00e0 Assise je savais qu\u2019en repartant, j\u2019y laisserai des choses, \u00e7a m\u2019avait fait le m\u00eame truc \u00e0 J\u00e9rusalem. <br><\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-gallery columns-2 is-cropped\"><ul class=\"blocks-gallery-grid\"><li class=\"blocks-gallery-item\"><figure><img loading=\"lazy\" width=\"705\" height=\"908\" src=\"https:\/\/fanny-hall.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/09\/IMG_4419.jpeg\" alt=\"\" data-id=\"387\" data-full-url=\"https:\/\/fanny-hall.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/09\/IMG_4419.jpeg\" data-link=\"https:\/\/fanny-hall.com\/?attachment_id=387\" class=\"wp-image-387\" srcset=\"https:\/\/fanny-hall.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/09\/IMG_4419.jpeg 705w, https:\/\/fanny-hall.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/09\/IMG_4419-233x300.jpeg 233w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 705px) 100vw, 705px\" \/><figcaption class=\"blocks-gallery-item__caption\">Assise<\/figcaption><\/figure><\/li><li class=\"blocks-gallery-item\"><figure><img loading=\"lazy\" width=\"525\" height=\"696\" src=\"https:\/\/fanny-hall.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/09\/IMG_4421.jpeg\" alt=\"\" data-id=\"388\" data-full-url=\"https:\/\/fanny-hall.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/09\/IMG_4421.jpeg\" data-link=\"https:\/\/fanny-hall.com\/?attachment_id=388\" class=\"wp-image-388\" srcset=\"https:\/\/fanny-hall.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/09\/IMG_4421.jpeg 525w, https:\/\/fanny-hall.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/09\/IMG_4421-226x300.jpeg 226w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 525px) 100vw, 525px\" \/><figcaption class=\"blocks-gallery-item__caption\">Temple de Minerve<\/figcaption><\/figure><\/li><\/ul><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Ces villes dites \u00ab&nbsp;mystiques&nbsp;\u00bb pr\u00eatent \u00e0 la r\u00e9flexion introspective. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Assise, j\u2019ai bilant\u00e9 sur les marches du temple de Minerve, \u00e7a a fait tilt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Puis je me suis rendue au tombeau \u00e0 la basilique Saint-Fran\u00e7ois. J\u2019y ai fait ce que j\u2019avais \u00e0 faire, je n\u2019ai aucune id\u00e9e du temps que j\u2019y suis rest\u00e9e. j\u2019y ai laiss\u00e9 ces choses. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Un sacr\u00e9 Level de l\u00e2cher-prise que je n\u2019ai jamais trouv\u00e9 en m\u00e9ditant ou en lisant les 4 et les 5 accords Tolt\u00e8ques, oki?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ensuite un bon restaurant, Miam, la Pasta, car en passant c\u2019est tr\u00e8s \u00e9nergivore la contemplation&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Depuis mon entr\u00e9e en r\u00e9sidence j\u2019ai trop souvent \u00e9t\u00e9 dans l\u2019impossibilit\u00e9 d\u2019aller travailler dans mon Bel atelier, de travailler \u00e0 mon Art tout cours. En g\u00e9n\u00e9ral, quand la sant\u00e9 n\u2019est pas top, que le moral mange m\u00e9chamment,  je n\u2019arrive pas \u00e0 entrer en imagination, mon process cr\u00e9atif ne se d\u00e9veloppe pas. Limite il s\u2019atrophie. Rien de bon ne sort&#8230; <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>J\u2019ai trouv\u00e9 \u00e7a injuste rapport \u00e0 des artistes qui potentiellement voudraient tenir r\u00e9sidence, \u00e7a me faisait un peu culpabiliser en sus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A titre personnel, j\u2019ai des choses importantes \u00e0 r\u00e9gler pour se faire, je dois me concentrer \u00e0 r\u00e9unir mes \u00e9nergies et surtout arr\u00eater de tirer sur ma sant\u00e9. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>J\u2019ai beaucoup de chance, Mat de la R\u00e9sidence a \u00e9t\u00e9 compr\u00e9hensif, ce n\u2019\u00e9tait pas \u00e9vidant de le lui verbaliser sans pour autant le vivre comme un \u00e9chec, une premi\u00e8re fois&#8230; Putain de merde! Ouep dose de frustration acceptable, humain&#8230; Tu crois que c\u2019est easy-easy de faire ce post? Pas vraiment mais il doit \u00eatre fait. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Je garde un pied dans la galerie adapt\u00e9e \u00e0 ma situation. Je t\u2019expliquerai \u00e7a au fur et \u00e0 mesure de la mise en place, \u00e7a me rend heureuse et confiante. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>De plus je connais le nom de l\u2019artiste qui va certainement prendre la suite de mon atelier. J\u2019appr\u00e9cie bien son travail. C\u2019est cool.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Grand Merci** \u00e0 La galerie LSDC. 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Si tu suis un peu mon travail, tu sais que j\u2019\u00e9tais en r\u00e9sidence artistique \u00e0 la villa Andr\u00e9e \u00e0 Toulouse. J\u2019ai \u00e9t\u00e9 amen\u00e9e \u00e0 prendre une d\u00e9cision \u00e0 contre-\ud83d\udda4, je n\u2019aime pas \u00e7a. J\u2019ai quitt\u00e9 ma r\u00e9sidence. Il m\u2019a fallu un certain courage d\u2019acceptation. J\u2019ai une sant\u00e9 fluctuante en raison d\u2019une maladie chronique assez ralentissante au quotidien cependant pas \u00ab&nbsp;grave&nbsp;\u00bb. J\u2019ai \u00e9t\u00e9 op\u00e9r\u00e9e en juillet, un \u00e9chec, le greffon n\u2019a pas pris. De fait, les traitements reprennent&#8230; C\u2019est fatiguant. Additionn\u00e9 \u00e0 d\u2019autres choses que je ne veux ni ne peux \u00e9voquer ici alourdissant durement ma charge mentale classique, c\u2019est \u00e9prouvant. En Ao\u00fbt, je suis partie en Italie, arriv\u00e9e \u00e0 Assise je savais qu\u2019en repartant, j\u2019y laisserai des choses, \u00e7a m\u2019avait fait le m\u00eame truc \u00e0 J\u00e9rusalem. Ces villes dites \u00ab&nbsp;mystiques&nbsp;\u00bb pr\u00eatent \u00e0 la r\u00e9flexion introspective. Assise, j\u2019ai bilant\u00e9 sur les marches du temple de Minerve, \u00e7a a fait tilt. Puis je me suis rendue au tombeau \u00e0 la basilique Saint-Fran\u00e7ois. J\u2019y ai fait ce que j\u2019avais \u00e0 faire, je n\u2019ai aucune id\u00e9e du temps que j\u2019y suis rest\u00e9e. j\u2019y ai laiss\u00e9 ces choses. Un sacr\u00e9 Level de l\u00e2cher-prise que je n\u2019ai jamais trouv\u00e9 en m\u00e9ditant ou en lisant les 4 et les 5 accords Tolt\u00e8ques, oki? Ensuite un bon restaurant, Miam, la Pasta, car en passant c\u2019est tr\u00e8s \u00e9nergivore la contemplation&#8230; Depuis mon entr\u00e9e en r\u00e9sidence j\u2019ai trop souvent \u00e9t\u00e9 dans l\u2019impossibilit\u00e9 d\u2019aller travailler dans mon Bel atelier, de travailler \u00e0 mon Art tout cours. En g\u00e9n\u00e9ral, quand la sant\u00e9 n\u2019est pas top, que le moral mange m\u00e9chamment, je n\u2019arrive pas \u00e0 entrer en imagination, mon process cr\u00e9atif ne se d\u00e9veloppe pas. Limite il s\u2019atrophie. Rien de bon ne sort&#8230; J\u2019ai trouv\u00e9 \u00e7a injuste rapport \u00e0 des artistes qui potentiellement voudraient tenir r\u00e9sidence, \u00e7a me faisait un peu culpabiliser en sus. A titre personnel, j\u2019ai des choses importantes \u00e0 r\u00e9gler pour se faire, je dois me concentrer \u00e0 r\u00e9unir mes \u00e9nergies et surtout arr\u00eater de tirer sur ma sant\u00e9. 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L\u2019Aventure, c\u2019est l\u2019aventure, n\u2019attends rien et tu seras heureux. 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